wah ! long time not sharing here (:
banyak peristiwa yg berlaku wooo .
so many .
and , 1st of all .
saya kehilangan fruitliver saya . he's the reason for the teardrops .
sdeyh sgt lahh . knp dye tinggal saya ? knp dye lepaskan sy ?
the answer :
dye taknak sy slalu sdeyh . and , kteorg pun slalu gaduh gaduh .
so , i think . dye dah tak tahan dgn sy . so , dye lepaskan sy .
that night , afta sy dpt msj dye . sy nanges , nanges , dan nanges . sambel dgr lagu lagu .
wohh , semua masuk mood . :P
hari demi hari , sy tetap mesej dye . tapi , dye tak reply pun .
sy try call . mmg tak jwb . > hampa .
beberapa hari sbelom kami clash , he did the same thing .
i don't know why he did it to me . so sad .
am i so wrong ?
sy takkan berputus asa . selagi sy boleh tunggu dye , sy akn tetap tunggu .
as i have promise . sy takkan tinggalkan dye . walaupun dye tak sempurna . tp , sy lah yg akn sempurnakan dye . sy akn menjd pelengkap hidup dye . and , he did promise too .
no matter what , he will never ever let me go . i keep the promise .
and , yesterday , genap seminggu sy single . :|
11.11.12 ,
sy taktahu lah pulak ,
on that day , our relationship end .
tapi , sy tetap TAK anggap yg kami dah takde ape ape .
sy dah ckp , sy dah taknak mungkir janji sy .
dan , yesterday jugak . sy try mesej dye . tak mengharapkan balasan . tetapi , dye balas .
i smile :)
i think , i have to ask him , so that , sy tak sakit hati or whatever dah after that .
i ask him , did he still want me . and the answer is yes .
i ask him , did he still love me , and the answer is yes .
i do think , didnt he want to propose me back ?
em , let me propose him lah .
and i told him . i want to marry him , and did he want .
he said , really ? and i said yes . and he said , okay . err , what does that mean ?
he said . saya terima lah awak sbg isteri sy .
WAH ! ngee ^^ thanks .
and , now . i'm his wife . hahaha . a little bit crazy i am right ? hee . yes , i'm crazy of him !
so now , he's mine . i will never ever let him go .
no matter what . even i have to gadai my nyawa .
erkk , bab menggadai . sy telah menggadai kuku kaki sy .
kpd besi , tmpt letak aircon . wahh . my aunt nak kawen pakai inai henna , sy pakai inai darah hewhew . satu rumah saya nanges . pedih lahh . eii , dah lah tak brape boleh tgk darah . >,<'
woot woot , sy tersepak > terlanggar that besi . sbb sy lari . sy tak prasan .
sbb , tujuan . sy nak pergi ambek tieclip . FP . dgn kwn sy kt luar rumah .
sampai dkt kwn sy , tgk kaki . waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! darrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! lembekk lembeekkk .
bak kata my aunt , gano nok jd doktor , daroh pong tokleh tgk . haha . grr , mallllllllllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !
then , my another aunt tlg cabut sikit lg kuku yg ade , kuku tecabutt . :'|
luckily , tak saket sgt dah after that . cuma pedih pedih sikit .
at first , papa nak bwk g jumpa doktor cabut kuku tu , tp , sy takot lahh .
then , tak pegi klinik either hospital . mintak mintak cepat sembuh kaki sy .
err , two worst things ever happen in my life .
1 - kena gigit and cakar ngn monkey .
2 - kuku kaki tercabut .
soon , mintak jauh drpd dugaan yg tak tertanggung .
and , i do accept that as dugaan dlm hidup sy .
penghapusan dosa .
Allah takkan menguji hambanya , melampaui kemampuan hambanya .
alhamdulillah :) , terima kasih ya Allah .