blupp blurpp :o . tahun baru akan sampai >.<'
SENIOR year , SPM -,-'
iloveyouu iloveyouu iloveyouu .
grr , being a leader for my room . i hope i can do well :D
psst , awk , doakan sy boleh jd leader yg baik tau ? thank youu ;)
nak jd deskmate yg terbaik jugak ! auwmm auwmm . dan , kawan yg baik :D
DAN , yg paling penting , nak dapat result yg terbaik dlm SPM . doakan sy jugak iye ;)
so now ,
LET'S START OF SOMETHING NEW :)
insyaAllah , everything goes well , amin :)
now , i can live my life well . alhamdulillah :D
he , mohamad saiful fitri , have gave me a great answer ! after my long time waiting for him :)
no matter what , i'll never hate you . and , i'll always love you .
my impian ; nak kahwin dgn dia . and i hope so , that i will ^^
if there's someone call me a 'playgirl' , i accept it . but , i didn't mean to be that .
for sure , i only love him , and only MOHAMAD SAIFUL FITRI !
i'm so sorry , if i ever break your heart . (random)
but , i really really can't forget him , and stop loving him .
please , do understand me .
thanks for loving me , and take care of me . i do appreciate it . but , heart cannot be force to love someone else , that we never ever fall in love with .
anyway , sy syg awk . terima kasih utk segalanya :)
harap , awk maafkan sy . jgn fikir negatif iye ? - think positive .
; time cuti , sy pegi tuisyen CEMPAKA .
wahh ! best ! hehe . dgn kawan sy , sahira samsuri .
err , dgn dye , asyek complain je . "bosan duk sbelah kau" "tak best ade deskmate mcm kau" and bla bla bla .
amboii mokk , kau mata tak nampak . spec taknak pakai . adui . wakakaka , bosan tahuu ?
tapi takpelah , utk kau . ak sanggup . biasalah kawan . terima kawan dia seadanye . :P
then , faziera ngn dina pun ade , tusyen kimia ngn admet je skali .
woot woot , nazira pun ade . hehe . then , kwn kwn lama , time skula rendah dulu , agak ramai la .
nice to meet them , but , not much talk . awkward . hewhew .
ckg yg mengajar , BEST . btw , thanks ckg ckg krn tlah mengajar kami . halalkan ilmu iye ckg :)
peristiwa ever happen time tusyen ,
: ak tumbuk bahu AFIQ MAT ZAINUDDIN . haha . lembekk that guy . saket brape hari bahu tuu . sampai nak bls dendam kt ak . wakaka !
: banjir sikit kat depan tuu , -ngarong air laa kaluhhh . haha .
: and , i met someone , hee . NAIF . a long story bout him :P
cuti last year 2012 nii ,
ak agak nakal . haha .
so much memories .
sorry belogg tersayang . tak semua ak share . lepas SPM ak nk mengulit kenangan lahh . hewhew . penuhh kau karang , jgn marah ak pulakk . kuikui .
ish , okayylah . ak dah melalut dah nii .
till here now ,
welcome 2013 > SPM candy of SCIPP .
do well teman teman ku di dalam hidupmu .
take care , lobyou . muahh ! haha . :D
Sunday, 30 December 2012
Saturday, 1 December 2012
have to .
lebih baik memiliki dan mencintai org yg mencintai kita , drpd memiliki an mencintai org yg tidak mencintai kita .
knp lah susah sgt nak dpt awk ? dulu ,
sy blh trime awk , syg awk , cinta awk , in just a few days .
skrg , awk tak semudah yg lain utk sy dptkan .
i miss the old you . i miss our relationship .
i'm so sorry for everything i have done towards you .
but , i just too much love you :')
if i can't have you , nobody can have you .
. tolong , doakan sy dpt jalani hidup sy dgn baik . tanpa awk disisi . tanpa kata kata semangat awk .tanpa suara dan gelak tawa awk . tanpa senyuman manis awk .
maafkan saya .
tak mungkin untuk saya tunggu awk sebulan lagi .
my frent , SND said .
if he really really love you . one day , he will come to your life .
hmm , okay .
now , i have to . let him go . i can't bear it anymore actually .
cannot be .
. cinta tak semestinya memiliki .
. saya harus menerima kenyataan itu . walaupun berat untuk saya akui .
so hard for me to fall in love with you .
but , too easy for you did such that to me .
btw , thanks .
sbb pernah menyayangi saya sbg seorang yg istimewa dlm hidup awk .
sbb pernah jd pelengkap hidup saya .
sbb lepas sy dan biarkan sy sendri .
a few hours later , maybe .
.mohamad saiful fitri , bg sy peluang . tuk ubah perasaan sy sbg kwn kt awk .
waaaaa ! it's hard actually . ILOVEYOU , still . :|
. yes , you're the only and one . takde lelaki yg mcm awk . awk istimewa bg sy . undescribeable .
i'm just love you dear .
waaaaa ! it's hard actually . ILOVEYOU , still . :|
. yes , you're the only and one . takde lelaki yg mcm awk . awk istimewa bg sy . undescribeable .
i'm just love you dear .
Thursday, 29 November 2012
. . . . . K A W A N
i have told you everything . and , okay .
saya terima dah awak nak kita kawan :)
saya terima dah awak nak kita kawan :)
Monday, 26 November 2012
saya . FNZ .
my fruitliver , student kat
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tieclip pinjam . yg sendiri dah dapat that day :) |
dulu , saya rasa senang je nk tackle lelaki . tapi skrg , susah lah sy nak tackle dia .
mohamad saiful fitri .
saya tunggu awak . dan akan tetap tunggu awak .
biar apa orang nak kata , saya tetap nak awak .
i know , you can bring me to JANNAH :)
In Shaa Allah , amin .
Saturday, 24 November 2012
HUJAN .
hujan turun , hujan turun , lebatnya . lebatnya .
baju kami basah , baju kami basah . sejuknya . sejuknya >.<
---------> nenek sy slalu nyanyi lagu ni time kecik kecik . dgn gaya yg kiut . haha .
wwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! saya amat bosan sekali .
cikgu BM ajar :)
duk syok syok chating ngn izulfiqri , naseb baek perasan kat luar hujan . sempat lah angkat kain d jemuran :D
duk cuit cuit ngn WAN SYAHMIE . dio kaloh . hahaha . lembekk ! :P
click Adv . click and get paid .
> takdok paid pung . hukhuk . babtu buat sambel online fb . sambel blogging . hewhew .
baju kami basah , baju kami basah . sejuknya . sejuknya >.<
---------> nenek sy slalu nyanyi lagu ni time kecik kecik . dgn gaya yg kiut . haha .
wwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! saya amat bosan sekali .
cikgu BM ajar :)
duk syok syok chating ngn izulfiqri , naseb baek perasan kat luar hujan . sempat lah angkat kain d jemuran :D
duk cuit cuit ngn WAN SYAHMIE . dio kaloh . hahaha . lembekk ! :P
click Adv . click and get paid .
> takdok paid pung . hukhuk . babtu buat sambel online fb . sambel blogging . hewhew .
truly .
WE COME TO LOVE NOT BY FINDING A PERFECT PERSON , BUT BY LEARNING TO SEE AN IMPERFECT PERSON PERFECTLY .
even what comes , i WILL ALWAYS JUST LOVE YOU ! only .
. . .
::
walaupun awak bukanlah CINTA PERTAMA saya, tapi jauh di sudut hati saya
mengharapkan awak CINTA TERAKHIR saya.. sebab awaklah, saya belajar
erti SETIA, JUJUR, SABAR, IKHLAS, TABAH dan REDHA dgn takdir yang ALLAH
SWT berikan
. .
J̶̶a̶̶n̶̶g̶̶a̶̶n̶̶
̶̶p̶̶i̶̶k̶̶a̶̶t̶̶ ̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶a̶̶l̶̶a̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶a̶̶k̶̶
̶̶b̶̶e̶̶r̶̶s̶̶e̶̶d̶̶i̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶c̶̶i̶̶n̶̶t̶̶a̶̶k̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶d̶̶i̶̶a̶̶.̶̶.̶̶
̶̶J̶̶a̶̶n̶̶g̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶b̶̶u̶̶a̶̶t̶̶ ̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶i̶̶t̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶j̶̶a̶̶t̶̶u̶̶h̶̶ ̶̶c̶̶i̶̶n̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶a̶̶l̶̶a̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶a̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶c̶̶i̶̶n̶̶t̶̶a̶̶k̶̶a̶̶n̶
̶ ̶̶d̶̶i̶̶a̶̶.̶̶.̶̶
̶̶J̶̶a̶̶n̶̶g̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶m̶̶e̶̶m̶̶b̶̶e̶̶r̶̶i̶̶ ̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶h̶̶a̶̶r̶̶a̶̶p̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶a̶̶l̶̶a̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶i̶̶d̶̶a̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶p̶̶a̶̶s̶̶t̶̶i̶̶.̶̶.̶̶
̶̶J̶̶a̶̶n̶̶g̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶s̶̶a̶̶k̶̶i̶̶t̶̶k̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶h̶̶a̶̶t̶̶i̶̶ ̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶a̶̶l̶̶a̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶i̶̶a̶̶d̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶h̶̶a̶̶t̶̶i̶̶ ̶̶u̶̶n̶̶t̶̶u̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶d̶̶i̶̶a̶̶.̶̶.̶̶
̶̶J̶̶a̶̶n̶̶g̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶b̶̶u̶̶a̶̶t̶̶ ̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶i̶̶t̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶j̶̶a̶̶t̶̶u̶̶h̶̶ ̶̶c̶̶i̶̶n̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶a̶̶l̶̶a̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶a̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶c̶̶i̶̶n̶̶t̶̶a̶̶k̶̶a̶̶n̶
̶ ̶̶d̶̶i̶̶a̶̶.̶̶.̶̶
̶̶J̶̶a̶̶n̶̶g̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶m̶̶e̶̶m̶̶b̶̶e̶̶r̶̶i̶̶ ̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶h̶̶a̶̶r̶̶a̶̶p̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶a̶̶l̶̶a̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶i̶̶d̶̶a̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶p̶̶a̶̶s̶̶t̶̶i̶̶.̶̶.̶̶
̶̶J̶̶a̶̶n̶̶g̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶s̶̶a̶̶k̶̶i̶̶t̶̶k̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶h̶̶a̶̶t̶̶i̶̶ ̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶a̶̶l̶̶a̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶i̶̶a̶̶d̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶h̶̶a̶̶t̶̶i̶̶ ̶̶u̶̶n̶̶t̶̶u̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶d̶̶i̶̶a̶̶.̶̶.̶̶
̶̶J̶̶a̶̶n̶̶g̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶m̶̶a̶̶i̶̶n̶̶k̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶p̶̶e̶̶r̶̶a̶̶s̶̶a̶̶a̶̶n̶̶
̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶a̶̶l̶̶a̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶i̶̶a̶̶d̶̶a̶̶
̶̶p̶̶e̶̶r̶̶a̶̶s̶̶a̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶e̶̶p̶̶a̶̶d̶̶a̶̶n̶̶y̶̶a̶̶.̶̶.̶̶
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̶̶ ̶̶H̶̶A̶̶R̶̶A̶̶M̶̶ ̶̶j̶̶i̶̶k̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶j̶̶a̶̶d̶̶i̶̶k̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶i̶̶t̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶e̶̶k̶̶a̶̶s̶̶i̶̶h̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶e̶̶t̶̶a̶̶p̶̶i̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶i̶̶a̶̶d̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶n̶̶i̶̶a̶̶t̶̶ ̶̶u̶̶n̶̶t̶̶u̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶n̶̶i̶̶k̶̶a̶̶h̶̶i̶̶n̶̶y̶̶a̶̶.̶̶.̶̶
[̲̲̅̅H̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅w̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅d̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅b̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅r̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅k̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅s̲̲̅̅e̲̲̅̅p̲̲̅̅e̲̲̅̅r̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅K̲̲̅̅A̲̲̅̅C̲̲̅̅A̲̲̅̅,̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅S̲̲̅̅e̲̲̅̅k̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅r̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅y̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅p̲̲̅̅e̲̲̅̅c̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅h̲̲̅̅.̲̲̅̅.̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅P̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅r̲̲̅̅u̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅y̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅k̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅d̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅s̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅m̲̲̅̅p̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅b̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅l̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅2̲̲̅̅.̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅K̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅u̲̲̅̅m̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅A̲̲̅̅d̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅m̲̲̅̅,̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅s̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅y̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅g̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅l̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅h̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅w̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅u̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅s̲̲̅̅e̲̲̅̅p̲̲̅̅e̲̲̅̅r̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅k̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅u̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅m̲̲̅̅e̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅y̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅y̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅g̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅b̲̲̅̅u̲̲̅̅m̲̲̅̅u̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅s̲̲̅̅e̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅d̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅r̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅.̲̲̅̅.̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅:̲̲̅̅)̲̲̅̅
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̶̶ ̶̶H̶̶A̶̶R̶̶A̶̶M̶̶ ̶̶j̶̶i̶̶k̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶j̶̶a̶̶d̶̶i̶̶k̶̶a̶̶n̶̶ ̶̶w̶̶a̶̶n̶̶i̶̶t̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶i̶̶t̶̶u̶̶ ̶̶k̶̶e̶̶k̶̶a̶̶s̶̶i̶̶h̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶e̶̶t̶̶a̶̶p̶̶i̶̶ ̶̶t̶̶i̶̶a̶̶d̶̶a̶̶ ̶̶n̶̶i̶̶a̶̶t̶̶ ̶̶u̶̶n̶̶t̶̶u̶̶k̶̶ ̶̶n̶̶i̶̶k̶̶a̶̶h̶̶i̶̶n̶̶y̶̶a̶̶.
[̲̲̅̅H̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅ ̲̲̅̅w̲̲̅̅a̲̲̅̅n̲̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅t̲̲̅̅a
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Semalam
awak datang ke dalam hidup saya. Saya cuba berikan cinta semampu yang
saya tahu. Awak ajar saya, apa tu kasih sayang, awak ingatkan saya apa
itu rindu. Tapi tiba-tiba awak hilangkan diri. Tanpa beritahu apa salah
saya yang sebenarnya..
Hari ini, saya cuba jadi kuat. Cuba
menjadi tekad seperti mana diri saya sebelum awak muncul dalam hidup
saya. Andai kata, di luh mahfuz mmg sudah tertulis nama awak sebagai
takdir hidup saya, saya terima dengan hati terbuka. Sebab saya masih
sayangkan awak.
Tapi jika ada yang lain tertulis "dia" adalah
jodoh saya yang sebenarnya, saya minta 1 sahaja. Doakan saya mampu
lupakan awak. Sebab saya mahu mencintai pasangan dunia dan akhirat saya
setulus hati. Kerana dialah " pelengkap buat kaki saya melangkah ke
syurga "
Thursday, 22 November 2012
lara lagi -
hanya sampai di sini saja . kisah cinta kita berdua . tiada daya selamanya . terhenti , di sini .
biar ku pujuk hati ini . merawat rinduku sendiri . setelah aku kau lukai . sedangkan , kau tahu . kasih aku hanyalah untuk mu . tiada lain dalam diriku . takkan berubah , walau dipisah laut biru . cinta aku hanyalah untukmu .tak pernah goyah tak pernah jemu . takkan terpadam , dalam hatiku yang milikmu . percayalah . mungkin sudah suratan kita . terpisah sebegini saja . pasti di satu hari nanti , ku jejak , bahgia .
biar ku pujuk hati ini . merawat rinduku sendiri . setelah aku kau lukai . sedangkan , kau tahu . kasih aku hanyalah untuk mu . tiada lain dalam diriku . takkan berubah , walau dipisah laut biru . cinta aku hanyalah untukmu .
MSF , .
.kalau nanti , awak akn tinggalkan saya . sekali lagi . saya terima . sebab saya tahu , jodoh antara kita tak tertulis di Luh Maufuz . sebab saya bukan perempuan yang awak inginkan . maafkan kekurangan saya selama ini . semoga awak bertemu jodoh yang diredhai Allah . In Shaa Allah . salam .
itu bukan msj sy yg terakhir . dan sy memang pasti .
sebab sy memang tak boleh kalau tak msj awk , tak call awk .
saya taktahu knp sebenarnya awk buat sy mcm ni .
apa salah saya fitri ?
awak , sy rindu awk sgt .
rindu awk .
but , i'm unable to do anything .
sy taktahu mcm mana hati awk skrg .
sy tak jumpa awk .
tak nampak awk .
tak dpt nk contact awk pun .
i thought , you're the last man .
but , it wasn't .
i thought , our relationship , have an happy ending .
but , it doesn't .
saya sayang awak . dan masih sayang awak .
again .
dye dah tinggalkan ak . SEKALI LAGI .
idk . nak tunggu ke tak .
wahwahwah ! mmg semua kwn dye dah tahu ak mcmana . ngee ^^
takpelah . dah semua tahu ak camne . itu boleh buat org kenal ak .
salah ak . ak terima . :)
idk . nak tunggu ke tak .
wahwahwah ! mmg semua kwn dye dah tahu ak mcmana . ngee ^^
takpelah . dah semua tahu ak camne . itu boleh buat org kenal ak .
salah ak . ak terima . :)
Monday, 19 November 2012
mixed .
wah ! long time not sharing here (:
banyak peristiwa yg berlaku wooo .
so many .
and , 1st of all .
saya kehilangan fruitliver saya . he's the reason for the teardrops .
sdeyh sgt lahh . knp dye tinggal saya ? knp dye lepaskan sy ?
the answer :
dye taknak sy slalu sdeyh . and , kteorg pun slalu gaduh gaduh .
so , i think . dye dah tak tahan dgn sy . so , dye lepaskan sy .
that night , afta sy dpt msj dye . sy nanges , nanges , dan nanges . sambel dgr lagu lagu .
wohh , semua masuk mood . :P
hari demi hari , sy tetap mesej dye . tapi , dye tak reply pun .
sy try call . mmg tak jwb . > hampa .
beberapa hari sbelom kami clash , he did the same thing .
i don't know why he did it to me . so sad .
am i so wrong ?
sy takkan berputus asa . selagi sy boleh tunggu dye , sy akn tetap tunggu .
as i have promise . sy takkan tinggalkan dye . walaupun dye tak sempurna . tp , sy lah yg akn sempurnakan dye . sy akn menjd pelengkap hidup dye . and , he did promise too .
no matter what , he will never ever let me go . i keep the promise .
and , yesterday , genap seminggu sy single . :|
11.11.12 ,
sy taktahu lah pulak ,
on that day , our relationship end .
tapi , sy tetap TAK anggap yg kami dah takde ape ape .
sy dah ckp , sy dah taknak mungkir janji sy .
dan , yesterday jugak . sy try mesej dye . tak mengharapkan balasan . tetapi , dye balas .
i smile :)
i think , i have to ask him , so that , sy tak sakit hati or whatever dah after that .
i ask him , did he still want me . and the answer is yes .
i ask him , did he still love me , and the answer is yes .
i do think , didnt he want to propose me back ?
em , let me propose him lah .
and i told him . i want to marry him , and did he want .
he said , really ? and i said yes . and he said , okay . err , what does that mean ?
he said . saya terima lah awak sbg isteri sy .
WAH ! ngee ^^ thanks .
and , now . i'm his wife . hahaha . a little bit crazy i am right ? hee . yes , i'm crazy of him !
so now , he's mine . i will never ever let him go .
no matter what . even i have to gadai my nyawa .
erkk , bab menggadai . sy telah menggadai kuku kaki sy .
kpd besi , tmpt letak aircon . wahh . my aunt nak kawen pakai inai henna , sy pakai inai darah hewhew . satu rumah saya nanges . pedih lahh . eii , dah lah tak brape boleh tgk darah . >,<'
woot woot , sy tersepak > terlanggar that besi . sbb sy lari . sy tak prasan .
sbb , tujuan . sy nak pergi ambek tieclip . FP . dgn kwn sy kt luar rumah .
sampai dkt kwn sy , tgk kaki . waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! darrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! lembekk lembeekkk .
bak kata my aunt , gano nok jd doktor , daroh pong tokleh tgk . haha . grr , mallllllllllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !
then , my another aunt tlg cabut sikit lg kuku yg ade , kuku tecabutt . :'|
luckily , tak saket sgt dah after that . cuma pedih pedih sikit .
at first , papa nak bwk g jumpa doktor cabut kuku tu , tp , sy takot lahh .
then , tak pegi klinik either hospital . mintak mintak cepat sembuh kaki sy .
err , two worst things ever happen in my life .
1 - kena gigit and cakar ngn monkey .
2 - kuku kaki tercabut .
soon , mintak jauh drpd dugaan yg tak tertanggung .
and , i do accept that as dugaan dlm hidup sy .
penghapusan dosa .
Allah takkan menguji hambanya , melampaui kemampuan hambanya .
alhamdulillah :) , terima kasih ya Allah .
banyak peristiwa yg berlaku wooo .
so many .
and , 1st of all .
saya kehilangan fruitliver saya . he's the reason for the teardrops .
sdeyh sgt lahh . knp dye tinggal saya ? knp dye lepaskan sy ?
the answer :
dye taknak sy slalu sdeyh . and , kteorg pun slalu gaduh gaduh .
so , i think . dye dah tak tahan dgn sy . so , dye lepaskan sy .
that night , afta sy dpt msj dye . sy nanges , nanges , dan nanges . sambel dgr lagu lagu .
wohh , semua masuk mood . :P
hari demi hari , sy tetap mesej dye . tapi , dye tak reply pun .
sy try call . mmg tak jwb . > hampa .
beberapa hari sbelom kami clash , he did the same thing .
i don't know why he did it to me . so sad .
am i so wrong ?
sy takkan berputus asa . selagi sy boleh tunggu dye , sy akn tetap tunggu .
as i have promise . sy takkan tinggalkan dye . walaupun dye tak sempurna . tp , sy lah yg akn sempurnakan dye . sy akn menjd pelengkap hidup dye . and , he did promise too .
no matter what , he will never ever let me go . i keep the promise .
and , yesterday , genap seminggu sy single . :|
11.11.12 ,
sy taktahu lah pulak ,
on that day , our relationship end .
tapi , sy tetap TAK anggap yg kami dah takde ape ape .
sy dah ckp , sy dah taknak mungkir janji sy .
dan , yesterday jugak . sy try mesej dye . tak mengharapkan balasan . tetapi , dye balas .
i smile :)
i think , i have to ask him , so that , sy tak sakit hati or whatever dah after that .
i ask him , did he still want me . and the answer is yes .
i ask him , did he still love me , and the answer is yes .
i do think , didnt he want to propose me back ?
em , let me propose him lah .
and i told him . i want to marry him , and did he want .
he said , really ? and i said yes . and he said , okay . err , what does that mean ?
he said . saya terima lah awak sbg isteri sy .
WAH ! ngee ^^ thanks .
and , now . i'm his wife . hahaha . a little bit crazy i am right ? hee . yes , i'm crazy of him !
so now , he's mine . i will never ever let him go .
no matter what . even i have to gadai my nyawa .
erkk , bab menggadai . sy telah menggadai kuku kaki sy .
kpd besi , tmpt letak aircon . wahh . my aunt nak kawen pakai inai henna , sy pakai inai darah hewhew . satu rumah saya nanges . pedih lahh . eii , dah lah tak brape boleh tgk darah . >,<'
woot woot , sy tersepak > terlanggar that besi . sbb sy lari . sy tak prasan .
sbb , tujuan . sy nak pergi ambek tieclip . FP . dgn kwn sy kt luar rumah .
sampai dkt kwn sy , tgk kaki . waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! darrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! lembekk lembeekkk .
bak kata my aunt , gano nok jd doktor , daroh pong tokleh tgk . haha . grr , mallllllllllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !
then , my another aunt tlg cabut sikit lg kuku yg ade , kuku tecabutt . :'|
luckily , tak saket sgt dah after that . cuma pedih pedih sikit .
at first , papa nak bwk g jumpa doktor cabut kuku tu , tp , sy takot lahh .
then , tak pegi klinik either hospital . mintak mintak cepat sembuh kaki sy .
err , two worst things ever happen in my life .
1 - kena gigit and cakar ngn monkey .
2 - kuku kaki tercabut .
soon , mintak jauh drpd dugaan yg tak tertanggung .
and , i do accept that as dugaan dlm hidup sy .
penghapusan dosa .
Allah takkan menguji hambanya , melampaui kemampuan hambanya .
alhamdulillah :) , terima kasih ya Allah .
Saturday, 27 October 2012
grr , NUR HAIDA !
:
Bo ingat bendo huk lepas . Hok penting lonii , mu sayeii ko ore hukk
sayeii mu . Jange bui sapa dio gii . Memei aku nii tok layak nok
nasihat ko muu . Tapii , aku tahu perasae sakitnyo hatii bilo ore hk
kito sayeii tinggal kito . Pehe -.-' — with Fatin Nur Zatasha.
FNZ said : thanks haida . even mg tok oyak pong . ak tahu . haha . sajo jahh bena . toktahu lha pulokk ado ore prasae . mg lae . prasae bena nahh kalu hal gni . em , btw , thanks for reminding me . the past , just my history . now , i'll take a good care of the person that i love and love me . i'll not let him go . cause i really know that , outside there . nobody can love me such as him do .
again , thanks frent (:
taknak .
awak , i'm sorry . tak bermaksud punn .
let bygone be bygone . right ?
saya harap dapat berkawan dgn awak . :)
let bygone be bygone . right ?
saya harap dapat berkawan dgn awak . :)
taknak perasaan itu kembali dalam hati .
please , go awayy !
Friday, 26 October 2012
Wednesday, 24 October 2012
I LOVE YOU sahabat .
I'd like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that
you've been always glad to be;
I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.
I'd like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;
I'd like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred.
I'd like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;
I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.
I'm wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you've strewn along my way;
And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.
God must have known there would be times
We'd need a word of cheer,
Someone to praise a triumph
Or brush away a tear.
He must have known we'd need to share
The joy of "little things"
In order to appreciate
The happiness life brings.
I think He knew our troubled hearts
Would sometimes throb with pain,
At trials and misfortunes,
Or goals we can't attain.
He knew we'd need the comfort
Of an understanding heart
To give us strength and courage
To make a fresh, new start.
He knew we'd need companionship,
Unselfish... lasting... true,
And so God answered the heart's great need
With cherished friends... like you!
thanks kawan :))
Friends will come and friends will go,
The seasons change and it will show,
I will age and so will you,
But our friendship stays, strong and true .
The seasons change and it will show,
I will age and so will you,
But our friendship stays, strong and true .
Friday, 10 August 2012
Friday, 20 July 2012
new status update :)
when
i first met you , i never would imagined that i would have strong
feelings for you . i never would have thought that i would have dreams
about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach
when someone mentions your name . when i first met you . i never
would've thought that i woud love you . — with Mohamad Saiful.
Thursday, 19 July 2012
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