whoaa !

blupp blurpp :o . tahun baru akan sampai >.<'
SENIOR year , SPM -,-' 
iloveyouu iloveyouu iloveyouu .
grr , being a leader for my room . i hope i can do well :D 
psst , awk , doakan sy boleh jd leader yg baik tau ? thank youu ;)
nak jd deskmate yg terbaik jugak ! auwmm auwmm . dan , kawan yg baik :D
DAN , yg paling penting , nak dapat result yg terbaik dlm SPM . doakan sy jugak iye ;)
so now ,

LET'S START OF SOMETHING NEW :)

insyaAllah , everything goes well , amin :)


now , i can live my life well . alhamdulillah :D
he , mohamad saiful fitri , have gave me a great answer ! after my long time waiting for him :)
no matter what , i'll never hate you . and , i'll always love you .
my impian ; nak kahwin dgn dia . and i hope so , that i will ^^

if there's someone call me a 'playgirl' , i accept it . but , i didn't mean to be that .
for sure , i only love him , and only MOHAMAD SAIFUL FITRI ! 

i'm so sorry , if i ever break your heart . (random)
but , i really really can't forget him , and stop loving him .
please , do understand me . 
thanks for loving me , and take care of me . i do appreciate it . but , heart cannot be force to love someone else , that we never ever fall in love with .
anyway , sy syg awk . terima kasih utk segalanya :)
harap , awk maafkan sy . jgn fikir negatif iye ? - think positive .


; time cuti , sy pegi tuisyen CEMPAKA .
wahh ! best ! hehe . dgn kawan sy , sahira samsuri .
err , dgn dye , asyek complain je . "bosan duk sbelah kau" "tak best ade deskmate mcm kau" and bla bla bla .
amboii mokk , kau mata tak nampak . spec taknak pakai . adui . wakakaka , bosan tahuu ?
tapi takpelah , utk kau . ak sanggup . biasalah kawan . terima kawan dia seadanye . :P
then , faziera ngn dina pun ade , tusyen kimia ngn admet je skali .
woot woot , nazira pun ade . hehe . then , kwn kwn lama , time skula rendah dulu , agak ramai la .
nice to meet them , but , not much talk . awkward . hewhew .
ckg yg mengajar , BEST . btw , thanks ckg ckg krn tlah mengajar kami . halalkan ilmu iye ckg :)
peristiwa ever happen time tusyen ,
: ak tumbuk bahu AFIQ MAT ZAINUDDIN . haha . lembekk that guy . saket brape hari bahu tuu . sampai nak bls dendam kt ak . wakaka !
: banjir sikit kat depan tuu , -ngarong air laa kaluhhh . haha .
: and , i met someone , hee . NAIF . a long story bout him :P

cuti last year 2012 nii , 
ak agak nakal . haha .
so much memories . 
sorry belogg tersayang . tak semua ak share . lepas SPM ak nk mengulit kenangan lahh . hewhew . penuhh kau karang , jgn marah ak pulakk . kuikui .

ish , okayylah . ak dah melalut dah nii .
till here now ,
welcome 2013 > SPM candy of SCIPP .
do well teman teman ku di dalam hidupmu .
take care , lobyou . muahh ! haha . :D

DECEMBER

have to .

lebih baik memiliki dan mencintai org yg mencintai kita , drpd memiliki an mencintai org yg tidak mencintai kita .

knp lah susah sgt nak dpt awk ? dulu , 

sy blh trime awk , syg awk , cinta awk , in just a few days .

skrg , awk tak semudah yg lain utk sy dptkan .

i miss the old you . i miss our relationship .

i'm so sorry for everything i have done towards you .

but , i just too much love you :')

if i can't have you , nobody can have you .

. tolong , doakan sy dpt jalani hidup sy dgn baik . tanpa awk  disisi . tanpa kata kata semangat awk .tanpa suara dan gelak tawa awk . tanpa senyuman manis awk .

maafkan saya . 

tak mungkin untuk saya tunggu awk sebulan lagi .

my frent , SND said .

if he really really love you . one day , he will come to your life .

hmm , okay .

now , i have to . let him go . i can't bear it anymore actually .

cannot be .

. cinta tak semestinya memiliki . 

. saya harus menerima kenyataan itu . walaupun berat untuk saya akui .

so hard for me to fall in love with you . 

but , too easy for you did such that to me .

btw , thanks .

sbb pernah menyayangi saya sbg seorang yg istimewa dlm hidup awk .

sbb pernah jd pelengkap hidup saya .

sbb lepas sy dan biarkan sy sendri .